| Yeah... |
[11 Sep 2005|03:45am] |
I've decided I'm done with this now. I don't even like coming to update here anymore...
So I'm not. I'm sick of fighting, and I'm sick of High School..
So now I'm officially leaving. Bye everyone. I'll miss you.
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| Erronous Statements. Part 1. |
[10 Sep 2005|11:51pm] |
I was conversing with a friend and she told me someone she knew said this:
'OK, here's how it works in the real world: people that are unaccepted usually die early deaths, have chronic depression, find no meaning in life, and live in social solitude.'
Is this true or not true? Answer freely.
:EDIT:
I think its save to say I hate you.
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| This is going to settle it. |
[09 Sep 2005|02:43pm] |
Because certain people believe that I'm a racist because I said that Bush was a racist, and because I 'assign color to everything', because I assigned color to ONE thing, I'd like to make a few things known.
Racial jokes aren't funny to me. They never have been.
I made a few fucked up and racially geared comments toward Bush, and a few of my white friends got upset about it. SO upset that they called me racist. That I'm spreading racism with comments about Bush being racist about the whole Katrina business and him not attending NAACP meetings.
For these people, I make this post.
HYPOCRITES. How many times in you're presence, have I had to deal with racial jokes geared directly at me? For people to show be a dark screen and say "Oh look! its you"? For people to tell jokes about how I must steal because I'm black, and I must play basketball because I'm black, or saying that I HAVE to be able to sing becuse I'm black.
And I read your post, about how you saw 'black people eating chicken again'. Or see you saying you want shirts that say 'Dave Chapelle went to Africa...thats one down!'.
Or how about the insane about of black jokes you just constantly tell all over the place.
Do I do this?
Do I sit around talking about how white you are?
Do I make silly assumptions, because you're white?
Do I want shirts that say 'White people are all racist'?
DO I?
No. BUT I'M THE RACIST.
I don't make racial jokes, because I know that that joke would be offensive to someone I'm FRIENDS with. They don't have to be there for me to feel like an asshole for saying some stereotypical shit.
I dont know why its a new fad now, to tease and joke about race all the time. I don't have many black friends, because all they do is talk about how bad white people are and how racist they all are, and make a bunch of racial jokes. I don't believe them, I don't agree with them, so I don't talk to them.
Then I go to the white community, and I've got them saying how bad black people are, and how racist they all are, and they're sticking all the stereotypes on me, making all of this shit like its a big joke.
Where the fuck am I supposed to go???
And I'm sick, SICK of people telling me that there isn't a race problem in the world and that I'm just making it all up. I'm SICK of people telling me that separation isn't still going on, and I'm making a big deal out of nothing.
SEPARATION IS REAL. SEPARATION IS STILL HERE. And THATS why I'm stuck. THATS why me and a few people who try to ignore the color line and befriend everyone get trapped.
There IS a line. There's a line drawn by every race. I feel like I'm standing with one foot on one side and one foot on the other. Trying to scrape it away.
You've got the people, who see the line and like it. and the people who see the line, and refuse to cross it, either because they like the line, or they're too afraid to cross over it, because their group will force them to stay on that other side, shunned by their own culture. Then the people that say, who see the line and say, fuck it, and cross.
What happends when they cross, is why their still a line. You cross into another culture, they may feel like you're intruding so they shove you out. Or they may just ignore you all together, can't be called a racist if you don't deal with the other race right? Or the culture that lets you stay, but keep reminding you that you're different, sometimes deliberate, sometimes not deliberate. So usually, its just easier to stay on your own side of the line. Crossing comes with too much reality for most people. Why make life harder for yourself? But I can't forget my favorite group when you cross. You find people just like you, who said fuck it and crossed the line, and you ran into each other and said "cool. we've got alot in common.'
There IS a LINE. Just because some of you might not see it doesn't mean it isn't there.
And just because I see it, doesn't mean I'm a racist.
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| Why Bush sucks. |
[08 Sep 2005|10:14am] |
First president in U.S. history to enter office with a criminal record.
In his first two years in office, over 2 million Americans lost their jobs.
Shattered record for biggest annual deficit in history.
Set all-time record for biggest drop in the history of the stock market.
Cut the taxes of the wealthiest people in America (those making over $200,000 a year).
Members of Bush Administration are the richest administration in history.
First year in office set the all-time record for most days on vacation by any president in U.S. history.
Cut unemployment benefits for more out-of-work Americans than any president in U.S. history.
Dissolved more international treaties than any president in U.S. history.
Set the all-time record for biggest annual budget spending increases.
First president in U.S. history to attack a sovereign nation against the will of the
United Nations and the world community.
Took the biggest world sympathy for the U.S. after 9/11, and in less than a year, made the U.S. the most resented country in the world.
First U.S. president in history to have a majority of people in Europe (over 70%) view his presidency as the biggest threat to world peace and stability.
In the 18 months following the 9/11 attacks, he has successfully prevented any public investigation into the biggest security failure in the history of the United States.
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[02 Sep 2005|11:56pm] |
Hurricane Katrina hits, and I see more black people on the news than I have ever seen in my life.
And it takes them a week to get there. WTF. We're the first people everywhere else when tragedy strikes, but when it happeneds in the black part of New Orleans, it takes them a fucking week.
Im sick of this shit.
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[29 Aug 2005|01:15am] |
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'Nuff said.
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| sigh... |
[21 Aug 2005|01:35am] |
How much property has to be damaged until you realize that this shit isn't worth it??
I'm sick of this.
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| Extras please?? |
[16 Aug 2005|10:46pm] |
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So i'm making a movie.
Anyone want to be an extra for tomorrows shoot? We need people who think they look awesome in Guitar Shops that don't know that we're filming there.
We'll probably start shooting there at 2:30-3pm, but we might start sooner, depending on how much we finish before that. Give me a ring!
Rides can be provided...if no one mines being smashed in between other people. :)
480 228 7985
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| We're all Cowards then. |
[04 Jul 2005|03:52am] |
WHY ISN'T ANYONE ALLOWED TO VENT IN THEIR JOURNALS ANYMORE?
Wtf. This is a journal. its a place online where you can type out your feelings and your friends can say "hey man, its alright, I've been there". Its a place for incouragement, and for people to get to know each other and most of all, a way to expose yourself to other peoples thoughts and feelings so that we can all realize that the world doesn't revolve around us and that there's whole world of people who have thoughs and feelings just like we do.
People constantly say that is cowardly to go online and be pissed off, or be overly emotional about something, then go back to your life in the real world and pretend to be normal.
Its down right rude and inconsiderate to read someones thoughts and feelings and tell them they're wrong for putting it there. or that they're wrong for feeling that way.
How can one be a coward when they've got their picture in the right hand corner, and they've got their name on the journal, and everyone reading knows who it is? How can someone be considered a coward, when they KNOWINGLY say how they feel, regardless of who's going to read it and how many people are going to get offended by it.
I always see these people online, saying 'your a coward for going online and saying all of this shit instead of saying it to my face'.
I want to see one of you 'brave' people actually come offline and talk about how cowardly we're being online. out of the lj fights I've had and the confrontations I've had online, not one of you people who have called me and my friends cowards online have ever called me, or have ever said it to OUR faces. If you believe I'm such a coward for putting my feelings online, why don't you express your own feelings OFFLINE? If expressing yourself online is cowardly and online journals are made for expressing yourself, why haven't any of you 'brave' people closed your livejournal accounts? Why haven't you picked up the phone, and just been emotional with everyone on your friends list, no matter how mad you are, or how hurt your feeling?
480 228-7985
Got a problem with this entry? Ring Me or don't comment.
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| Props list for movie |
[06 Jun 2005|11:04pm] |
I NEED EVERYTHING ON THIS LIST!!! IF YOU HAVE ANY OF IT, PLEASE LET ME KNOW!! THANKIE!!
Lights for interior scenes
CD Player
Backpacks
Briefcase
Books
Clipboard
School Supplies
Homework Book
an Ipod
Light Sabers
Pensils
Video game
Hula Dancing girl (for a car)
Fluffy steering wheel thing
Darth Vader Helmet
a nice mens watch
cellphones
a small guitar
a cane
a gray wig
pots and pans
an apron
mittens
Job Applications
Fake sword or gun
Newspapers
Glove
and a baseball
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| Movie. |
[23 May 2005|02:38pm] |
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Auditions for Point Taken being held at Scottys on Tues. and Thur. @ 1pm.09
Call me for Directions, Audition Materials, Etc.
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[12 May 2005|01:19am] |
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THE MOVIE IS FINISHED!!
We still need alot more people, so comment if you have any extra time or have any suggestions.
( Point Taken (FINAL DRAFT) )
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| Dooo it. |
[27 Apr 2005|07:13am] |
I haven't slept. So do this.
Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. I.P. logging has been turned off for this post. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. Tell me about what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue to come back here. Tell me anything.
Post anonymously [by selecting the anonymous box]. Speak honestly, because there isn't any censure here. Post as many times as you like. One faceless wonder to another.
And then, pass it on.
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| announcement. |
[15 Apr 2005|01:48am] |
IF ANYONE HAS ONE MORE LJ FIGHT IN THE NEXT SIX YEARS I'LL PERSONALLY KILL EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU WITH PIANO WIRE IN YOUR SLEEP.
Thank you.
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[24 Jan 2005|11:52pm] |
Can someone tell me what and who's shows are on Wednesday and Thursday??
Perferably Thurday??
Thankie!
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[30 Nov 2004|12:01am] |
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[29 Nov 2004|02:00am] |
Alyssa, whats your phone number, I miss you!
IM me about it.
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